"Do you know what hurts the most?"
i hate you i despise you i wish i would never have to see you again in this life!!
and you know what hurts the most? this place is ALL ABOUT YOU. York is all about you. i just really want to go away go away, its the only way i could do to be free from you. you touched my in many ways, deep inside my heart. you made me the happiest person whenever we spent time together. you respect me. you made me laugh. you made me feel like you really care. you teased me. you walked me home after lectures. is it all my exagration? is it all my assumptions?
"Do you know what hurts the most?"
" JH: i'm not sure if i should tell you..
*: just tell me!
JH: i'll only tell someone i want to be wid!
*: ... so, that thing is not the problem between you and me?
JH: what do you mean?
*: i mean, u've never thought about me more than a friend?
JH: no."
"JH: i could help you wid, finding another guy...
*: <what the hell!> there are guys!"
omg what IS wrong wid you JH??!!!!! u know that is NEVER a way to help someone who is deeeeeeepyly IL wid u!!!! i mean WHAT THE HELL!!! ><
WTH WTH WTH WTH
why would u even say "Tiamo" at the first place?
why all your closest friends know about me? why they all came and added me on FB? i mean WTH! my deductive reasoning is, you've been telling them about me, which, making me feel so special the way that i shouldnt have been. WTH!
"What hurts the most?"
U, U LIED to me JH!!!!!!
i want to scream out loud at your face! WTH i'm not some kind of unknown girl, casual friend who came to you and said i heart you!! i'm your friend. i'm one of your closest friends!!!!!!!!!! why WHY would you do that to me JH?
- seems like every other good things are broken - into pieces
just like my broken dream
K: "how can you look at him the same way?"
the truth is, i can't look at him the same way, nor even can i see him.
"You know what hurts the most?"
i still
going to bed and waking up thinking about him. going swimming and doing work thinking about him. still there. hard time!
and ... he's dating someone else.
i hate you i despise you i wish i would never have to see you again in this life!!
and you know what hurts the most? this place is ALL ABOUT YOU. York is all about you. i just really want to go away go away, its the only way i could do to be free from you. you touched my in many ways, deep inside my heart. you made me the happiest person whenever we spent time together. you respect me. you made me laugh. you made me feel like you really care. you teased me. you walked me home after lectures. is it all my exagration? is it all my assumptions?
"Do you know what hurts the most?"
" JH: i'm not sure if i should tell you..
*: just tell me!
JH: i'll only tell someone i want to be wid!
*: ... so, that thing is not the problem between you and me?
JH: what do you mean?
*: i mean, u've never thought about me more than a friend?
JH: no."
"JH: i could help you wid, finding another guy...
*: <what the hell!> there are guys!"
omg what IS wrong wid you JH??!!!!! u know that is NEVER a way to help someone who is deeeeeeepyly IL wid u!!!! i mean WHAT THE HELL!!! ><
WTH WTH WTH WTH
why would u even say "Tiamo" at the first place?
why all your closest friends know about me? why they all came and added me on FB? i mean WTH! my deductive reasoning is, you've been telling them about me, which, making me feel so special the way that i shouldnt have been. WTH!
"What hurts the most?"
U, U LIED to me JH!!!!!!
i want to scream out loud at your face! WTH i'm not some kind of unknown girl, casual friend who came to you and said i heart you!! i'm your friend. i'm one of your closest friends!!!!!!!!!! why WHY would you do that to me JH?
- seems like every other good things are broken - into pieces
just like my broken dream
K: "how can you look at him the same way?"
the truth is, i can't look at him the same way, nor even can i see him.
"You know what hurts the most?"
i still
going to bed and waking up thinking about him. going swimming and doing work thinking about him. still there. hard time!
and ... he's dating someone else.